I need a little space here to rant, feel free to skip this post. I am so frustrated and overwhelmed by all things house. I am sick of living in constant chaos. I am sick of tripping over toys ALL DAY LONG. I am sick of picking up toys 50 times a day only to have them everywhere within 5 minutes of picking them up. I am sick of fighting every step of every moment with my three year who is both bossy and defiant (yeah, yeah, I know he comes by it honestly, but let me have my rant). I am sick of clutter: clutter on my shelves. Clutter on my floor. Clutter in my bedroom. Clutter in my basement. Up to my ears in my basement. Over my head in my basement. Clutter in my head. I am sick of not being able to do the very few things that actually relax me (like sewing) because I don't have even a closet to make my own space. I am sick of being in almost constant contact with a child, truly almost 24/7. I am sick of getting no more than one three hour stretch of sleep a night and that's a good night. I am sick of being unable to focus on anything or get ANYTHING done because there are twenty interruptions before I've even set anything up.
OK pity party over. I have a real post brewing. Maybe I'll actually get it posted soon. Now there are diapers to be washed and dishes to be done before someone wakes up.
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i'm nesting pretty hardcore right now & am enjoying getting rid of our junk. i'll gladly get rid of yours too!
i'll be right there with you soon sylwinn- 4 people, 2 bedrooms, no personal space & too much crap.
and the toys, the toys make me crazy too.
hope you start getting some more sleep.
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